I hate Christmas with my family

I wish my sisters didn’t make me feel so bad
I wonder if my mom loves me as much as she loves my brother
I wish my mom loves me as much as my brother
I wonder why my sister hates me
I wish my sister didn’t hate me
I wonder if my boyfriend would ever like being with my family
I wonder if anyone ever wants me to get married
I wonder if anyone wants me around.

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About ellerenaissance

Monikers: craze, igrlsoulja, ellrenaissance I am a buddhist, feminist, activist, certified yoga instructor, urban planner, asian american, southeast asian first born in America in my family (obvi) born and raised in the inner city of Oakland, CA. I have a very unique perspective on the world and I use this space to share my personal life and thoughts. Although I really want to disclose my identity, I keep my identity private because it protects the people who know me. I hope you enjoy my blog and I hope you comment.
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