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About ellerenaissance

Monikers: craze, igrlsoulja, ellrenaissance I am a buddhist, feminist, activist, certified yoga instructor, urban planner, asian american, southeast asian first born in America in my family (obvi) born and raised in the inner city of Oakland, CA. I have a very unique perspective on the world and I use this space to share my personal life and thoughts. Although I really want to disclose my identity, I keep my identity private because it protects the people who know me. I hope you enjoy my blog and I hope you comment.

Dreams and Sunday Morning

Posted on March 22, 2015 by ellerenaissance

I had several bad dreams last night. I kept getting hot flashes but both my arms were cold. I dreamed over and over again that I would walk into a chemistry class and get harassed by my science teacher who … Continue reading →

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V – O – I – C – E || A – G – E – N – C – Y 

Posted on March 15, 2015 by ellerenaissance

Today I got inspired. Maybe I should do this more often. Meaning, go to shows. With Southeast Asians. Today a friend of mine said to me that I’m a good writer. It’s such a surprise to hear that unsolicited. (I … Continue reading →

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I hate Christmas with my family

Posted on December 25, 2014 by ellerenaissance

I wish my sisters didn’t make me feel so bad I wonder if my mom loves me as much as she loves my brother I wish my mom loves me as much as my brother I wonder why my sister … Continue reading →

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A Poem I Wrote when Maya Angelou Passed

Posted on June 18, 2014 by ellerenaissance

Maya, You left the world today. Somehow, I know… This omen, this prayer you left behind… You set it on fire so that those who could see would realize You held a truth. Maya I feel what you did You … Continue reading →

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An Explanation: Why have I “changed”?

Posted on April 1, 2014 by ellerenaissance

I know, it’s crazy. You’re probably thinking, “How could a girl I knew for years and years (or just met) have changed? What could possibly have changed about her? Why is she letting me know publicly?” Well, I can answer … Continue reading →

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Re-make – Undergoing a new iteration of self!

Posted on March 31, 2014 by ellerenaissance

Friends! Everyone! I’ve been contemplating an announcement for some time now. Today feels like the perfect chance to do so. I am going through a new iteration of self today. As such, I did the following: 1) I made a list … Continue reading →

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Smile

Posted on March 27, 2014 by ellerenaissance

Dear Tupac, I’m thinking of you today. I looked up your photos on google and clicked on Tupac smiling.. It was suggested by google. Seeing your face warms me. I wonder what you would say about the world today. What … Continue reading →

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Lift As You Climb: SAAPYA Responds to Prachi’s Piece in Jadaliyya

Posted on February 28, 2014 by ellerenaissance

Originally posted on South Asian American Perspectives on Yoga in America (SAAPYA):
Lift As We Climb, by Roopa Singh There is a tidal pull towards judgement, a deep social fear of sitting with not knowing.  South Asian Art and Perspectives…

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Unrig society

Posted on February 26, 2014 by ellerenaissance

There may be nothing to figure out. Society is rigged and I am just a cog. I should surrender now. I could be an artist who comments on society’s fowls but I wasn’t born with a natural gift and don’t … Continue reading →

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Missed Connection: Fire Restaurant, Shaker Heights

Posted on February 24, 2014 by ellerenaissance

To the man who bought me the Macallan 18 shot without a word, who left no name at the bar, you have stolen my heart. It was classy. So classy that you jumpstarted my night with friends, and your move … Continue reading →

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